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[Apr 3rd, 6:58pm] |
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Today Zoffranieri walked in an told us that the midterms we wrote yesterday were the worst she's ever seen coming out from a grade 12 english U course. That made my heart stop because I came out of it not feeling confident at all. When she handed me my midterm, I saw a 35/40 - 87.5%. I was so happy and relieved. Funny thing is I started studying for it the night before at 9:30pm.
I got into York finally. Now I wait for Toronto and Western...
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| i love my mom |
[Mar 6th, 10:41pm] |
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Today:
I gained more respect for my mother.
I realised I didn't appreciate all the things she's done for me.
I learned I was a horrible son.
I learned about her past and how it's affected her.
I learned my grandfather abused my grandmother when he was drunk. She would run into my mom's room and beg her to do something. My mom was caught in between their conflicts. She was the only person my grandfather listened to. Since the age of 12, she would have to play her mothers role and yell at him every time he touched her. She would have to bring him to their apartment when he came home from the army- he was always drunk and wouldn't listen to his wife, whom he would embarass infront of everyone (verbal abuse).
She told me this when she was drunk. She didn't tell me everything, "i'm not ready, not in this state, and i don't want to make you feel worse."
She made me feel so much better about myself. She told me she would always be there for me, no matter who I am.
She made me cry. I cried because it felt so good to hear those words.
I love her.
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[Feb 17th, 2:16pm] |
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I was on facebook and landed on this group- "I Picked A Major I Like, and One Day I Will Probably Be Living In A Box"
That's probably going to be me.. I mean the careers I would like to get into (such as working for an NGO and doing manual labour in a 5th world country) will pay close to nothing. Hopefuly I'll be happy with that. Time will tell...
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| DOWNTOWN STFU |
[Oct 8th, 7:50pm] |
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For the first time in my life, I had an omelete!
I'm finally not grounded, but there are restrictions.
I have to be home really early, and I can only go over friends' places when their parents are present (which never happens).
It was great getting together with you. Thanks.
I finally bought Lenore #12. It was funny.
I am officially broke! I guess the vertical lip piercing isn't going to happen any time soon. Too bad. I really wanted it. : (
I got my Zao hoody and Misery Signals hoodies on Friday! They're so hot.
I also got 4 buttons.
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| HELP. |
[Jul 8th, 10:18pm] |
I'm sorry, but if I put this under and LJ cut, no one will look.
For those in the Toronto area:
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[May 26th, 9:02pm] |
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Man, the guys from BTBAM know how to have a good time....
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[Jul 21st, 6:15pm] |
I made my journal Friends Only so as to keep certain people out.
Comment, and I may add you back depending on what your interests are. Tell me something about yourself - bands you like, favorite food, etc.
If you type "LyKe DiZ aLl dA tYmE" Forget about commenting OR adding me.
Thanks.
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